its currently first period but i have news! So i havent really talked much to liam after ending up in the mental hospital BUT I KINDA talked to him this morning aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa what the hell is wrong with him i already told him im in love with him what else do i have to say im obsessedly in love or something?

i cant talk to him ill just end up obsessing over him again damn it

on another note i have to do this weird project in jazz band where you have to pick a jazz song and do a presentation about it so ya

i also think parker might be getting tired of me

i wish my mind didnt say so much things, im always CONSTANTLY worried something or someone is gonna change or leave me

like liam, execpt i dont know if he wants to be friends with me or is doing this out of pity

but im probably over reacting or something he's probably just bored or something and im the easiest person to humiliate